So this explains our friendship… Clairemarie… I am going to miss you so much. I am so proud of you. A lot has happened in the past year and I am so glad I got to be a part of your life. I never thought I would be so close to you. And I can’t picture it any other way!! #bestfriends #iloveyou #thisisourrelationship @_infinitynbeyond5914_
You don’t ever really let go, though. You don’t stop. You don’t stop hurting, you don’t stop loving. It doesn’t go away, you just keep living and eventually things get pushed into the background of your life so it’s not consuming you every day. And then one day you know you’re okay. It still hurts, you still miss that person. And yeah, you forget the details. The way she smelled, the way her mouth tasted, how her skin felt, the sound of her voice. It’s almost like a different life, a different person that loved her, was with her. But on a day-to-day level, you know you’re okay. Sort of.